Thursday, 2 October 2014

TTC week one - Feeling impatient

This week has been so hard I am not the most patient person in the world and considering its the first week TTC i'm dreading what I'm going to be like if it takes me months to conceive. In my mind because i already have a child I'm 100% sure i can get pregnant but I'm worrying that it will take me a long time. I'm not looking forward to my 2 week wait as i know i will have done everything i could to conceive and i will just want to know straight away if it has worked so the temptation of taking the test will be so hard but i need to stop thinking about it and think it will happen in time and stop trying to rush it.

So on Friday i finished my period and since saturday i have been actively trying every day which again I'm worrying is not the best thing to do as i have read try every other day but i can't shake the feeling of what if the every other day i don't try one of those days is the day that it could have happened.

On Wednesday i felt ill a little bit nauseas and just genuinely tired i was really hoping these signs were that i was pregnant even though i knew that i wasn't as my Ovia app said i wasn't ovulating till Thursday but for some reason i was thinking maybe its wrong as my last period lasted two weeks so maybe its all out of routine. I made James go to tesco to get me some ovulating tests to test if the Ovia app was correct so i had peace of mind knowing when i was actually ovulating.

Wednesday night results



As there was a lighter line on the wednesday night test it then advised you to take the test daily so first thing today i took the test and the second line was much darker and nearly the same as the test line.

Thursdays results


Seeing those results have made me feel so much calmer and not so anxious about missing my ovulation days, And as things stand my Ovia app is correct which again is so comforting when your trying to do something that really is completely out of your hands what the outcome is, just knowing you are doing all you can to get the outcome you want makes the process a lot more easier.

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