Deciding day

On monday the 15th of september me and James decided that we wanted a baby and that we would get my coil removed and start trying. After sitting and taking and me crying about how worried i was what other people would think about me having another baby after already having a little boy with a previous partner something in my heart ached so much to have a mother child and i finally decided that the time was right to start the process.

The next day Tuesday the 16th of september i called my doctor to book an appointment to have my mirena coil removed and the next appointment available was the 22nd of november a little disheartened that it would be a longer process then i had thought i agreed that date was fine and booked it but as the receptionist was booking the appointment in she then said that there was appointments available sooner and i could have it removed on the 22nd of september, Relieved i book in for the 22nd of september and instantly called James to tell him that it was happening next week!

The rest of that week went so slow i just couldn't wait to have it removed to finally start trying, The whole week i was looking at prams and baby clothes and just getting myself so worked up about it finally happening. It also seemed like every friend on Facebook was announcing they were pregnant and i just couldn't wait for it to be me and James announcing that Ethan was getting a little brother or sister.